The Winds of Change

Its starting to happen everyone, its all starting to change for the better. September 08 shall be a very memorable month for me with various nonsense going on. First up is the move to a different company, timecycle. Ive put trying to get a job there on the back burner for a long time and recently I put my best effort in trying to get a job there just so that I can feel secure when january rolls around and all the good work at one hour dries up. This past friday I was asked to work for Timecycle and of course I said yes, it may mean a paycut at first but in the long run it is beneficial to my cause. Secondly is the Scumbag Cup, this is my first real attempt at throwing a race on my own and its a huge one. The Scumbag Cup consists of 6 races in 2 days and you can only figure it takes a lot of preparation to setup something like that. Lastly September involves my 21st birthday which I know is going to be epic on my liver.

Honestly these arent really changes excpet the first one but they are little steps towards change. I would like to have more responsibility in the messsenger world, ya know more contacts and more friends who would be able to pull through for me when i need it. This messenger community is a lot bigger and a lot more thoughtful than most people would think and I wanna be a bigger part of that. As for being 21 it just helps in my socialization area, I am a very shy person and hopefully having the ability to join people in these different social situations will help me grow as a person.

I believe that this will be a constant theme in my life for the next few years, change.

I have...

no will to write in here at the moment
this is pointless

FARM PARTY!!!!!

Im super excited about riding to farm party this week
wanan see the route we are taking?
http://www.usatf.org/routes/view.asp?rID=234668
well there ya go!
WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Kenyans!

oh August

It is now August if you havent realized, this means a few things
-im now 57 days away from my birthday
-that its gonna be hot for the next 31 days
-city hall will switch to efiling which will leave my wallot crippled
-farm party?
-six flags?
-family reuinion?
same old same old inside

Intelligence and my State of Apathy

Am I in a muck? I'm wiping away the haze of this everyday routine to realize my repetitiveness. It's almost as if I am affixed to this carousel that is my everyday life, a horse that only longs to be free and explore whats on the other side of the horizon. What is it that affixes me to this routine, friends, a well paying job, or some sort of fear? I am pretty sure these are the main factors but there's another chain holding me back, its myself. I hate tyo say that it is becasue I am lazy or a procrastinator but these may be true and I am kind of afraid of that fact. I dont wanna be the only thing holding myself back when it comes to my future. Its times like these that I rethink a lot of my decisions and generally ask myself
"Where did I wanna be going in life and where am I right now?"

blah...

Im too lazy right now to write anything intellectual in here
so im gonna resort o bad spelling, grammatical errors and breif statements.

-So happy to have Savanah!!!
-cant seem to remember when i make plans, problem?
-ive become oh so apthetic to everything
-I miss a good nights sleep
-i hate capitalizing my "i" when refer to myself in sentences
-i love cooking my own food
-fuck this whole boring routine

oh....

TOMORROW!!!!!!!

HOLY IMAX BATMAN

So I finally got to see the Dark Knight last night, in IMAX! I do believe that it was worth staying up late and it was definitely worth all $10 hell I wouldve paid $20to see this movie. Im sure ill feel like a broken record to everyone when I say that Heath Ledger was amazing in this movie as the Joker and to describe how multi-faceted his playing of the Joker was would take forever. So I think that the word amazing sums up his acting in this movie fairly. I would love to ramble on further about how good this movie was but I got 4 hours of sleep last night and im about to pass out at the dispatch desk.

DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG DOG

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Savanah the catahoula dog iss miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiineeeeeee!!!!
shes being fixed today and she should be all healed in a week and then the foster family is gonna bring her to me and shell be alll mineeeeeeee forever!!!!!!!!
so exciteddddddd