Some thoughts...

Sometimes i hate the fact that i talk quietly. From when i was a teenager i remember an increaed amount in the times my friends would say "what?" or "Did you say something?". Shrugging this off over and over again i continue to mumble and now im beginning to think that it's getting worse with time. It sucks because i hate repeating myself, absolutely hate it to the point where if someone asks me to repeat myself the whole thought that i was trying to convey becomes completely irrelevant now and it is replaced with either anger or apathy.

What to do now? Talk louder? I dont know, i tried that but i think its just that i mumble and the things i do say make no sense to anyone who hears it. Frustrating right? Well recently ive just been keeping things to myself, i dont wanna talk because i know if i do no one will hear me or ill repeat myself 8 times. You could only imagine what this does to any sort of jokes i try and tell, usually by the time someone actually hears it its already not funny to me anymore and usually is ruined for them too.

Ughh, whatever. I dont know what to do, maybe a few more speech therapy classes wouldve helped more back in middle school
:(

CHRISTMAS!!!!

presents!


rollers!





Home Theater System





Back to the Future DVD set





Superbad





PIrates3



All in all it was a great christmas, got everything i could want. Now to go get fat on cheesecake!

christmas

happy holidays everyone.
hope you all get lots of gifts, big ones!
:)

Pondering....

When i lived in the northeast i always complained there was nothing to do all the time, and that moving to the city there would always be something to do and that boredom had reached the end of the road with me when i moved into my house downtown. Well now that i live downtown i still am bored and depressed because i realize that its not where i live that sucks, its me. Im now realizing that i am either boring or just a troll within my own room. maybe all this will change when i turn 21. Maybe ill have plenty of things to do then, or maybe ill just be drunk in some bar, oh fun. I dont really ever get invited places because of this fact, im not 21 therefore i don't wanna have fun with you guys. Well whatever this is not about everyone else, its about me. I think one of my many new years resolutions should be to become more active. Hello big world im coming for ya!

E-A-G-L-E-S

At some point in my life a doctor will tell me to stop watching the Eagles because they are the cause of a heartattack.
Why can't they just win without it being so close? Im tired of telling myself maybe next year.
BLAH!